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Being with the flow, oh Benjamin

5/7/2015

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   It isn’t always about getting things done. Be masterful, go where the flow takes you and be ok with changing your agenda.

As the ReStore was on my way today I felt a pull to see what’s there to tick a box on my wanted list. I was thinking of hardwood flooring though I had already determined, even at their pricing it still doesn’t fit my budget. You never know just maybe but no.

So I perused the paint section once again. My last paint job is a couple of years back and once again it was poor paint requiring 3 coats. I promised myself then, my next paint job would be with paint from Benjamin Moore. I didn’t see any cans of this brand on their shelves all year but today there was one solitary one gallon can. I reach for it to check the colour dot on the lid. I mean what are the odds that this can contains almost the shade of green I picked out months ago; it’s just a tad darker! Now if that isn’t the divine flow working in action.


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Now I have finished painting 2 days ago, one coat of prime and one coat of paint! What a joy. After one last trip to the beach I’ll finish my pebbles, today. To finish the entire fireplace corner I will have to schedule time in the pottery studio to make my tiles. The weekend is booked for doing the ceiling with beautiful tongue and groove clear cedar that found me via UsedVictoria.

Excitement was peeping through every now and then throughout the early days of the build. Now excitement is a constant companion, I can’t wait to move in!


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A piece of Cake

4/28/2015

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Next thing I procrastinated for a week on the next task. Mudding! I did my homework on youtube. One has to love the wealth of information on the end of ones fingertips.  One of my contracting friends wished me good luck on getting this job done on my own, he said how fussy mudding is and how it looks awful if not done right. More friends had similar trepidations to add so that when one other saying how easy it was and ‘oh, I did lots of that when staying at the ashram’ didn’t get through to me at all. I kind of dreaded it to be as awful as working with ‘Bondo’.

Saturdays motivation is a given, I’m going out to ‘Kalina’ with my friend Rahman who is taking a pottery class in the vicinity. So Indi and I set out for a walk and then I start working while he pottered.

Ending avoidance and dedicating my full attention to the task of applying the dreaded first coat of mud. One and a half hour later the job was done with my declaring with elation ‘that was a piece of cake’! The second coat went on well also although I confess I did not have the patience to wait for the first to be properly dry. Some two weeks on I’m still waiting for complete dryness to apply the third and hopefully last coat of mud.
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In the meantime I started tackling the concrete board of the fireplace corner.  Here I have to sing praise for my friend Robin, a retired contractor. He supplies my with the tools I need for the next job and don’t have myself. He is always available to answer my questions of how to do this, that and the other.

Now it’s getting really fun. Being an artist and not going to have much space for artwork I decided to not just to put up tiles. Being surrounded with beautiful arbutus trees I thought why not bring one inside. The idea was borne to create a pebble beach scene with tree, ocean and sky. 

It’s looking great so far. I will need to spend some quality time in the pottery studio very soon as I’m going to make my own tiles for this. What a nice excuse to get my hands to feel clay again.
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Reminders to have FUN

4/28/2015

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Geoff recently asked me what animals most resonated with me. The foremost one definitely is the raven, the fun loving trickster. There hasn't been a day I've been working on my little house, Kalina, without the presence of ravens, if not seen I can always hear them up in the tree canapés.

Indigo my fun loving K9 although not considering herself to be a friend of ravens however is in league with them in reminding me to have fun. If I throw a ball for her once she will drop it at my feet a hundred times, tail wagging, tongue lolling and a smiling, expectant expression on her face. So far Indi and the ravens have been the sole injections of fun into this project I must confess. And I'm happy realization dawning on me that with tackling the dry walling that has finally changed.

My first dealing with drywall ouch was not so fun at all. I cut the first board lengthways and while figuring out how to snap that large surface failed to notice my poor foot being left without protection in a vulnerable position. So the board naps, folds in half in on itself and gravity doing its job brings down the full weight of it all onto the arch of my foot.

Probably my only saving grace was at least I'm always making sure to wear my sturdy hiking boots on the job. After the initial ouch and choice swearword I was surprised how little it hurt and as everything still moved the way It’s meant to, I continued the job cracking on and feeling good about the progress. Rahman turned up later to give me a hand and we got a lot done that day.

What was fun was to see the drywall coming together, I was able to simply work my way through each challenge and get on with it so that at the end of the day I felt satisfied with how the job went and within myself. And a welcome change it was to all the preceding frustration and feelings of the universe conspiring against me.

Coming home after that first day my foot started talking of its ordeal of the midmorning hour.  And by the time I went to bed I was unable to place any weight onto it. Copious administrations of ‘Dit Da Jow’, a Chinese liniment we got introduced to by our acupuncturist a few years back, and some icing and elevated rest performed literally wonders. It could possibly be said my nonresistance to the sensation and willingness to experience and be present with it, may also be attributed to have aided an extremely speedy recovery. For in the very early morning hours I could walk on my own two feet rather than hopping on just one, as the evening before. And by the afternoon went for a dog walk along the beach.

 
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What keeps me going

3/27/2015

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Window boxes and shutters. Beautiful cladding. A bright and cozy interior to work, play and cuddle with Indigo in.
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What keeps me going is seeing the finished project dangling in front of me like the proverbial carrot.  I've watched so many videos of men, women and a teen saying they had no previous building experience and they Did It!  They inspired me to believe that I could do it, too.  Little was I prepared though, how tough I would find this experience to be.  Even though I have wonderful, knowledgeable friends who always have an ear for me, tips how to do stuff and tools to lend me some practical help as well. Truth is I have been feeling quite alone in this. I'm challenged physically, nothing takes under 2 hours and even simple jobs turn out to be painful.  For example having returned Kai's hammer stapler before I was completely done with tar-papering.  I went to use my ordinary hand stapler, harder on one's hands and near impossible at angles I couldn't get my weight behind. That would have been OK though had the thing not been jinxed to jam after every couple of staples. The job took twice as long, emotions ran high and exhaustion with all of it not far behind.  

How important it is TO BE NICE TO YOUR SELF!  How often is it that we lament the lack of support and help and usually it is we who pull the plug on our selves first in that regard.  Whether it is thoughts like 'I suck' or 'Why do I have so little help, there must be something wrong with me'.

Times have changed. I am learning to love myself through adversity.  Be nice to myself.  Instead of throwing the stapler of the roof that I'm sitting on, and rather than to scream insults and to blame or judge, I remember to give myself a hug, breathe long and deep and tell myself 'I'm sorry you have to experience this being so hard' and 'You are doing a great job!'  The harder it is the more I compliment and praise myself for every accomplishment -- however little it may be.

Even if it doesn't sound or feel like it at the time, I do embrace this challenge.  It's a huge learning curve and opportunity to practice and incorporate new spiritual  knowledge.

I am about to start dry walling. Another step closer to furnishing and decorating. :)

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My Tiny House on Wheels

3/26/2015

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I've been researching, collecting ideas and pictures and making floor plans for the last 3 years. And 2 years ago was 1 of 80 attendees at the first Tumbleweed, Tiny House Workshop in Vancouver.
1 1/2 years ago I bought an old 30' 5th Wheel. It turned out to have way more leaks than I was led to believe and a way bigger project than I was comfortable to handle. What didn't help also was I couldn't find a place to park the thing. So to avoid a panic attack and further cost I ended up giving my white elephant away. 

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Not being deterred by the former experience I jumped with enthusiasm into a new venture when my friend and teacher Muriel handed me a new opportunity.
'Kalina of the Forest' she is a tiny 8' x 12' outside dimension and situated in the Rain Forest of lower Vancouver Island. I was determent to see the potential however I did ask a carpenter friend to look her over for an honest opinion. Was I of with the Fairy's once again? 

January 2015
Having had said input and expecting to replace a section of one wall I got on peeling back the layers. 
The inside photos are looking way better than it did in real life.

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Here the inside layers are removed and yes my heart was sinking during the process and the revealing of how bad things really were. Was it even worth entertaining the thought of continuing? Was it even possible? Were to start and how? I'm an Artist, good with my hands and have been DIY'ing all my life, but this? I'm a novice, a rookie and most people would say start from scratch. And I would have liked to, Really! But as finances would have it, it was either going ahead and work with what I had or giving up for the 2nd time.
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After a month of emotions and doubts, in February anewed resolution brings on board a carpenter. Kai. Yay, someone who knows what needs to be done and not being put of by the state of things. We worked together for 4 days and a lot got achieved.
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What needs to be done needs to be done. A huge chunk of my 'Tiny Shoestring Budget' went into wages but without Kai's wonderful work 'Kalina of the Forest' would still be rotting away. So from here I have slowly been forging ahead. 
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